More sleepless nights

Lately I've been having the weirdest sleeping pattern.

I blame finals. I blame the extreme amount of stress that was handed to me as I was going through the last two weeks of my life. I want to venture to say that no introvert would ever be able to break down the amount of stress I experienced in the last couple of days.

So I sit here, my eyes red form a whole night of not sleeping. It's 9am, and I'm still not sleepy. It's not that I'm not tired, it's not that I don't want to sleep, it's the intensity that I experienced in the last 2-3 weeks of my life. I feel like I've been dragged around, pushed and pulled in every direction until it finally ended at 6pm last night, with the conclusion of my Stats exam.

But there's a deeper issue here, one that I want to say that I've been praying for (though it's hard to say, I don't have the gift of interpreting tongues even when I pray in tongue...). I don't know what it is, but I'll be searching for an answer to a question that I don't know, hopefully in the near future - without being too lazy about it.

But for now, I just want to take a break. I just want to be relieved of this place. I want to go home, even though I don't really feel like I have one. But I'll seek refuge in the small little tee-pee of a house that I've built in a place called New Jersey, perhaps to take a little break for a little while. We'll see where things go from there...