I'm blogging quite often lately..

It's weird, I don't really have that many thoughts going through my mind right now, as I usually do. So I guess I'll just talk about what's happening in my life, heh.

Some of the major things:
1) I'm thinking about doing architecture, going to tackle pre-arch classes next semester.
2) I'm looking for a vision statement, or a guiding principle that will capture my attention for my entire life. I really want to take like a week and pray and fast about it, but I'm not sure where that's going to lead me... esp. with my weak body.. sigh

Some of the less important things:
1) I wanna be more fit than I am. I'm SO lazy, physically, mentally, spiritually. I'm gonna try being more physically active, even if my atheticism isn't exactly the best... Hopefully that'll get my guyness going and get me somewhere more healthy in all three aspects.

2) I'm feeling kinda lonely lately. Like I don't have any friends lonely. Usually I don't mind being by myself, but I have these moments where I hate not having anybody around, and just.. not being a friendly person in general. Then again, I'm just an inconfident, socially awkward/inept, little introvert that really doesn't have much to give aside from being genuine and easy to read and manipulate. My self-image is so weak, it pains me to admit to all those things. I really.. need to move on from there.

We'll see where the lovely 20's lead me.